........THIRD DAY OF NEW YEAR
went to temple in the morning to pray & thank them for blessing me during O levels & went to the babies (the 2 boys whom my mummy used to take care of) house in the noon
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you've just viewed 2 lame gays. They're still as joker please! I nearly died from laughing there.
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At night went over to Sherlin's house to bai nian with Hying & Jas & we started ban lucking . We were playing halfway when Huiying said

" Later in the end everyone no win no loss "

and I deliberately replied something so cliche to irk people

" It's the process that matters "
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HAHHAA.
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I got very high, trying to curse people & attempting to cheat hahaha.
CONSEQUENCE: WENT HOME WITH A SEXY VOICE

the journey back was so scary please! there wasnt a single soul except for 2 suspicious looking guys. and the streets were dimly lited so I RAN HOME. hahaha so embarrassing if anyone were to see it.
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........4TH DAY OF NEW YEAR
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returned to school & had cca till 8 . I really feel like withdrawing too, I am unhappy turning up for school. Neither do I want a Poly education/ a working life. Nothing seems to make me happy, what should I do?
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that dream was implying that I should be on my way to the IMH. why can't I stop dreaming of you !
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........5th DAY OF NEW YEAR

Just something funny to share :

My friends wanted to skip GP lessons so they hid in a classroom and suddenly

" YOU GIRLS ARE SO EARLY TODAY! "

and they realised, they were hiding in the classrm they were supposed to have their lessons in !
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went for CCA and went over to Sherlin house to play mahjong! We were discussing about how stressful MJC is and her father overheard us

Father : MJC very stressful meh?
Us : Guess so
Father : Nevermind my house a lot of panadols

........6TH DAY OF NEW YEAR
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planned to go interhouse bai nian today. But it was cancelled in the end because - . So I stayed at home to complete my tutorials and here I am, blogging sadly : ((
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Can something interesting happen in my life.
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" there's just so much that nobody knows
so much that no one sees about the way I feel inside.
maybe it's that they don't look
or the fact that I dont show.
There are things inside that no one seems to know
and I wonder if you know, how it really feels to be left outside alone "